I seriously need someone to talk to. Give me a counselor, give me an advisor or better yet just give me a damn shrink!!!(again, sorry for the choice of word) Just give me someone to talk to.. that person doesn't even have to say anything, just listening to my feelings would be more than enough...You have no, idea how many times I had strained myself from coming clean to my friends about this. But each time I'll draw myself back. I don't have the guts to say it. But I know, they'll listen. But, I don't know how much longer I can hide it all from my friends...